My greatest wish: World Peace

Grabe. I can smell the hostility right under my nose. As in. I'm getting tired of people looking at me coldly and...basta. I'm just tired of all the hostility. At first I was able to ignore it. Now, hindi na talaga. I just want those people to vanish from my life. Life's so complicated and hard whenever I see them. Pakikipaglaban nga naman talaga ay batas ng buhay, according to Elias. Pero ang hirap din eh. There's just those people whom you can NEVER get along with kahit anong pilit. Nag-fuse pa ata sila eh. People love fusing nga naman.

Si Girl number 1: She's saying she's SO MAD. I can't even remember why she is. I had forgotten my grudge and I was ready to start over. Why wasn't she? I couldn't even remember why we fought in the first place. I've thrown those all into the bin. Why can't things fix themselves? I refuse to talk about it with her. We'd end up compromising and that would make it worse. Besides, I don't want to talk to someone whose look gives me the chills. I'll just let time heal it. Kaso ang hirap rin eh. We have the same friends. :l Oh well. Bayaan na siya. I've forgotten my grudge and I've let go of the burden. It's time for her to do so. Unless siguro sobrang unforgivable nung nagawa ko whatever that was kaya hindi niya magawang kalimutan. Oh well. Siya na yun, hindi na ako.

Si Girl number 2: HAY NAKO. Eto ewan ko nalang ah. This is the way I see it. She's taking advantage of girl number 1's grudge against me kaya parang sa kanya na siya lumalapit ngayon. Nagfuse silang 2. NICE ON. At ewan ko nalang sa taong to. Napatawad ko na nga tapos pinapalabas pa niya na ako yung irresponsible at may kasalanan. Please. Ewan ko nalang. For someone who doesn't have credibility, she's not worth it getting worried about. Bakit pa siya nagagalit? Ay ewan. Mabuti nga siguro wag nalang tayong mag-interact kasi magtatalo lang tayo ALL THE TIME. *shrugs*

Si Girl number 3: Well, ang problema ko lang sa girl na ito is that nag-fuse narin siya dun sa 2. At least she's not focused on me. Marami siyang other people to worry about pero still. I can feel the hostility and the negative energy around her. She brought it upon herself rin naman eh. She hasn't change, eversince first year. She changed a lot PHYSICALLY, too bad her insides haven't. Don't get me wrong. She's really nice when it comes to friendly matters. Yung shasharean and those stuff but when it comes to grades, silent nalang ako. She should really do something about that soon.

The world's full of hostility. I just want these to end. Lord, give us world peace. World piss kasi lahat eh. Grar. Oh wellness. At least I still have few TRUE and METAL friends who are worth going to school for. Sana nga lang hindi rin magbago. Yun lang.

I also realized, the Class Encounter and the Recollection were too early. Now's the time we need them BADLY.