False promises

It's like I'm 5 all over again, believing in grown-up's promises. I thought they could never fool me again, I was wrong. :( Remember the days when grown-ups would lie to you just to make you shut up and stop nagging them? Yeah. I remember those days and I despise them. Whenever I see those happening to my younger cousins, naiinis talaga ako. Call it mababaw but really, it's kind of irritating. Nakakainis umasa sa wala. They would tell you lies just to escape from their promises. Gahh. I'm sick of it. I promise myself I will never be a grown-up. I won't be like them and I won't ever lie to my children just to make them shut up. I won't promise them things at papaasahin sila. Nakakainis talaga UMASA. LECHE. Ayoko talaga ng umaasa. GAHH!!! Screw them.

At isa pa to. It's making my self-esteem rot...ayoko na. Galit ata sakin ang mundo right now.

Edit ~
I feel like crap. Aww mhan. Why have I never learned to appreciate a person while they're still there? I think that's the lesson I'll never ever get to learn. Ever since kasi nung nagkaano siya sa ano, it ruined our lives. Seryoso. Parang it built a BIG THICK INDESTRUCTIBLE wall between us and since then, things have never been the same. It's as if there was this part of her that I no longer know. Parang I no longer know what to talk about with her unlike before I'd go on blabbing about anything but now, all I hear whenever we're together is silence.

BAKIT NAMAN KASI DUMATING PA YANG GAHH NA YAN SA MUNDO NAMIN EHH.

Everything was fine and that Gahh ruined it all. Kung hindi lang niya nakilala si Gahh, things would have been going on fine until now. Onga naman, bakit niya kami hahayaang mawala para lang sa Gahh na yan? Matagal na to actually, ngayon lang ako nagkaroon ng time isulat. Wala lang, it hurts. Now, we no longer talk that much. I don't know her anymore! Dagdag pa yung busy scheds naming 2...hindi na talaga kami naguusap and now I find myself walking alone during departure. :( NOTHING IN THIS WORLD CAN ENDURE FOREVER. Eto pa nga lang eh.

best friend
n : the one friend who is closest to you

Now she's the one farthest from me.