Blogging at school
When I'm really really bored at school and there's an emotional stuff bubbling up inside me, I blog. Haha. (Diba Anj?) Anj and I used to do this together when we were still seatmates. Haha.
June 22, 2006: Filipino time
Ang lungkot ng seating arrangement ko this quarter. I am such a loser here, really. I've got no one to talk to, it's so boring that it's driving me crazy. My "sleeping during class hours" habit had come back again. Last year I lost that habit ever since Anj and I became seatmates but now it's going back. God, can't wait for the 2nd quarter. I need to get out of this place. It's killing me. Palagi talaga akong tulog, promise. Especially when the teacher's Lisbo and Hebron. ANG BORING NILA!!! Super boring mhan. Ahhck! Can't wait for that teacher's evaluation. Unang unang ilalagay kong comment dun is that they ARE BORING. Parang awa nyo naaa...Chemistry at English pa naman din, gawd. Make me listen!!! Haha.
Our new classroom sucks too. Maybe we got used to that isolated classroom that's why we're not used to SO MUCH NOISE. If ever we are, it's our noise that we are used to, and no one else's. Haha. Sanay kami na kami lang yung maingay. Eh ngayon, GRR! Ang ingay ingay talaga. Hay nako. Is there anything positive this schoolyear?
June 23, 2006: World History Period
I'm feeling sad again. Why are things so unfair? You work hard but then sometimes your work gets spat at. Well, whoever said that "pag may tiyaga, may nilaga" was drunk. Kalokohan talaga yun. Hindi naman palagi nagkakaroon ng nilaga kahit na naghirap ka eh. Well, siguro nga may nilaga eh pano kung sunog? Haha. Putting too much effort on a thing is bad. You get too depressed if you don't reach your goal even if you've worked your ass off. Minsan talaga ang unfair. Sorry for the word ah, pero bitch ang buhay. Seryoso. Ginagawa mo na ang lahat pero hindi parin nagpapay-off. I'm beginning to think that if you're really meant to lose, you will no matter how hard you try. Ano nga ba naman ang laban mo sa kapalaran diba? (Yehess. Haha) Yes, sometimes things just force you to be pessimistic. I haven't gone far but so far nothing's going right. It seems like a very bad start. Ano ba yan, simula palang, sumusuko nako. Ano ba yan. Haha. Sana nga lang, even if it's a very bad start, I hope it will have a better ending. Haha.
Anyways, I'm going to see my SEP friends na tomorrow!!! Yahoo! Haha. I'm really excited!
What the hell! 6 CYCLED MIND DAW EH NO. Haha. Anong klaseng fan ako? Eh aircon pala ako eh, hindi fan. Ayy